Ayam berbintik merah

Salam, lama tak menge-type nge-type kat blog ni. Malas ja. hehe. Lagi dua hari aku dah nak masuk UiTM. No self movement to go buying things to eat, shoes, new clothes. hmmm NO MOOD. plus i'd got chicken pox. jenih ayaq pulak tu. hmm apalah nasib.

I do suffering a lot those 4 days. First day, mula tu dia naik sikit and kecik kecik ja kat perut. I thought sebab habuk or dirt. Al-maklumlah bilik macam tonkang pecah. Mak kata serawang tikuih. sampai hati mak. Tapi aku tengok takdak la semak mana just tak berapa tersusun.

Second day, dia mula naik kat paha , lengan , dada and belakang badan. Start tu aku duk belek belek satu badan, jeng jeng jeng, jumpa ibu dia nama Mak Mangkuk kat belakang paha. Besaq kot. Tara half duit syiling 10 sen. Start tu baru lah dia merebak satu badan , and sampailah ke muka aku. Tamatlah riwayat muka aku yang selama ni boleh tahan licin menjadi huduh dan beberapa biji kawah wujud.

How hard is that test that I must accept and redha? It's very hurt me even though hampa kata it's okay,it's temporary.

Feloles face? Now, no more :(

BUT, nanti macam mana aku nak pegi class with my face full of scars? Black scars. hmmm. Makes me lack of confidence to smile, to bla bla bla lah. IT IS SO HARD I TELL YOU! My lips getting drier day by day. Ulser mulut mula jadi and cracking,makes my lips berdarah. Tonsel membengkak. Tak lalu makan nasi, except Nasik Mamak pedas-pedas tu okay, Ayam Mc D spicy ka kan. Demand gituh

Now, today, dah semakin pulih alhamdulillah. Jadi bomoh untuk diri sendiri dengan melibash libash daun semambu turun ke bawah. 'Nyah kau dari sini' Ah begitulah hikayatnya. Dengan bantuan ubat Klinik Ayaz, alhamdulillah better and Allah too :). Aku google about campak tengok images, aku bersyukur cause banyak lagi orang kena teruk dari aku. So i must still bersyukur.

Maybe he took back my nikmats(my flawless face and body) for some reasons. And me, kena redha. REDHA tu besar ujiannya. InsyaAllah lagi seminggu I hope all is fine. all is well. Do pray for my sembuh-ness. hehe.